the sudden feeling of loneliness struck me,
sitting alone in the living hall, at 2 am...
listening my playlist full of slow songs, emo music, and some jazz tunes....
wondering why this feeling strikes...
why?
is it because I miss my fun filled days in KL?
is it because I miss my parents already?
is it because I miss my friends? (it's been a month since we last met)
*playing the song lucky by jason mras and colbie caillat again and again*
it just suits my mood now...
lucky?
yea, I am really lucky...
lucky to be born in this small, warm loving family of mine...
lucky to be able to do the things I like...
lucky to be able to have such wonderful friends...
lucky to have been where I have been...
lucky to be coming home again...
I so wanna go to the seaside now...
listen to the sound of the wave which never to fail to take away my doubts
feel the sea breeze blowing away my emo-ness
play with the sand, reminding me how innocent I was
walk along the beach with my naked feet with my best friend, chattering away...
*I let the music fill the air and drown me*
*still re-playing the same song over and over again*
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