walking down the memory lane~

this, is the place where I grew up...

never forgetting the place where I played my time away~

and this is where I sit my fears away...

letting my thoughts be blown away with the wind...

looking up at the blue tranquil sky above...

 

I got back all my feelings today...

when I visited my grandparents...

to see how they are doing...

to find the "me"...

have I found me?

the me I used to be...

and most of all...

the me I've miss so much of....

 

I have changed alot in this 2 years...

I have changed so much that I have no time to think of who I actually am...

my time passes with reports and assignments...

tests and exams...

focusing on people around me more than myself...

until I think that I am lost...

no, I am lost...

 

I missed the old me...

the one with joy...

without fear...

the one with laughter...

without tears...

 

I missed the days...

the days when all mistakes are correct...

the days sweeter than all of the candies in the world combined...

and the days when I don't have to think of my actions...

the days of pure freedom...

 

I missed the place...

the smell of the green leaves...

the touch of the wind...

the view of the blue sky...

it is, the place where I grew up...

 

things have changed so much...

or was it me?

I am no longer naive...

but I missed being it...

where am I?

 

is the "me" I am looking for still alive?

because I missed him so much...

how have the me I know become so complicated...

 

maybe I just wish things are much more easier...

like how it was...

last time...

like how we are...

 

where is "me"

 

well... before everyone gets too emo...

this is a pic. of a shop where I used to get my ice-creme from while I was young...

Last time:

I: one ice-creme please uncle...

uncle: nah... 1 dollar...

 

Now:

I: half KG of chili please uncle...

uncle: ok... anything?

I: nope.. dat's all:

uncle: any nice movies lately?

I: err... Ironman?~

uncle: sure onot?

I: yea... I think...

uncle: ok den... I go buy the Blu-ray version of the movie~

I: wah... very expensive one wor....

uncle: if not you think? my TV is full HD one la... got surround system one somemore...

I: wah!!! very chun!!!

uncle: chun leh...~

 

see... orang kampung oso soooooo IN edi la... full HD somemore...

fu-yoh~