moment.

things went totally wrong for me this few weeks,

it's like I am no longer in control of my life...

 

some people told me to just follow the flow,

but I think I should get a grip...

holding everything back,

pretend to be in control like I've always did...

 

but things got out of hand today after my statistics test,

when I could not solve 3 out of 6 questions,

when I could not solve almost all the questions in my Properties of Matter's test,

and also when I found out that I have problems communicating with my comrades.

 

this typically symbolize the moment of my life crumbling,

also one moment of my life that I felt so helpless,

this is the moment where I'd hold tight to everything I once am in control with.

 

this moment soon faded when the clock strikes 12,

to 28th march,

when all the messages came flooding into my phone,

while I am chatting with a group of friends in my room,

and when I am hit with a surprise from a gigantic group of friends singing birthday songs for me with a cake.

those life crumbling, helpless, and not in control moments just faded away.

 

and I am glad to say that this happy moment is meant to last!