things went totally wrong for me this few weeks,
it's like I am no longer in control of my life...
some people told me to just follow the flow,
but I think I should get a grip...
holding everything back,
pretend to be in control like I've always did...
but things got out of hand today after my statistics test,
when I could not solve 3 out of 6 questions,
when I could not solve almost all the questions in my Properties of Matter's test,
and also when I found out that I have problems communicating with my comrades.
this typically symbolize the moment of my life crumbling,
also one moment of my life that I felt so helpless,
this is the moment where I'd hold tight to everything I once am in control with.
this moment soon faded when the clock strikes 12,
to 28th march,
when all the messages came flooding into my phone,
while I am chatting with a group of friends in my room,
and when I am hit with a surprise from a gigantic group of friends singing birthday songs for me with a cake.
those life crumbling, helpless, and not in control moments just faded away.
and I am glad to say that this happy moment is meant to last!