adrenalin pumping as i write this post,
I am mad
mad very very MAD!!!
how can I call a person who can't trust me as my best friend?!!!
how can I even call a person who can't even share lies with me my best friend?!!!
HOW CAN I CALL A PERSON WHO HIDES SO MANY THINGS FROM ME AS MY BEST FIREND!!!!!
I always let it go
I always LET GO!!!
but I have reached my limits!!!
I can no longer stand that!!!!
if it is so difficult for my best friend to even tell me a statement which is not true, how can I expect him to tell me something true?!
if it is so hard to tell me some secrets! it means there are non more trust amongst us!
I am MAD and mostly DISAPPOINTED!!!
even the only person I can talk to now is myself...
how am i supposed to trust those around me, when I can't even bring myself to trust my best buddy anymore?
even if I do so, 我过不了自己的良心！
I can't bring myself to do that anymore...