I wanna Fourier Transform my brain!!!~

 

wanna finish my report asap since I am going back this weekend…

years has passed since I last compiled my memories into this blog.

and I must say, much has changed…

changed indeed.

 

some of us are not as close anymore,

and of course, some bonds grew…

 

it’s nice to know that someone is beside you,

backing you up,

and caring for you.

or maybe that’s what all we need.

perhaps it is what I needed.

 

should I happy with what I have now?

for what I have, I am happy…

for what I don’t, I wish I could do better…

 

perhaps all the while,

I’m only fooling myself…

 

 

p/s: perhaps it’s time for compile my part 2 of my memories post?

LOL!!!

Mathias is coming back!~

wee~ from da STATES yo!

can’t wait to see him doz!

 

so nice of him to send me gifts!~

 

*wonders what I’ll have this time when he come back*

but I’ll definitely get my Kate Voegele albums for sure!~

MATTY!!!~ COME BACK COME BACK!!!~

since I don’t know what to write about, I wanna show you some of my favourite display pictures on MSN~

this is my all time favourite!~ taken at NN standout with tiger beer event~

 

 

this one’s okok to me~ but it’ll do just fine~

 

and the latest entry looks damn professional can!

Kitson says it is as if I am peeping someone =.=||||

 

 

so, ye, that’s about all~

*inspiration come to me please*

this post should have been up a long time ago…

but then again, I procrastinated…

 

red wine~

 

 

best paired with~

cracker and cheese~

 

some self mixed drinks~

 

and a bunch of friends~

 

 

perfect!~

definitely a night to remember~

Do you consider indie bands who sign on to major record labels a sell-out to their beliefs and music?

look what I have to say!~

please support!~

thanks peeps!~

Greg is planning to work as a part time photographer…

 

what you all think?

let’s list out the pro and cons

 

pro:

- I get to learn new stuffs

- I get to do what I have interest in (photography)

- I get paid (extra income)

 

cons:

- might neglect studies

- might have a busier life…

 

 

so, what’s your 2 cents?

advise needed…

I told myself to resist the temptation to go out today…

but since Jeff came all the way from Kampar and ask me out…

and look what I am going to do later…

PHAIL!

 

and my Instrumental Analysis report is dangling halfway in the air…

PHAIL!!!

 

oh dear…

credits to mike

I was waiting

But you weren’t there…

 

The words you told,

That were never cared…

 

Hopes you gave,

That I do not doubt…

 

Ready and available,

If that’s what you’ve said.

Then where were you,

When my heart aches bad.

 

I don’t deserve,

To be treated as such.

But it’s what is happening,

I should let it stop.

 

It tears my heart,

And ripped me apart.

As, I’m here,

Waiting for a hope.

 

A hope,

That never come.

 

 

written in despair on 18th June 2009, time 0440 at home.

we transform some cells yesterday and streak it in the Petri dish~

and we are supposed to observe them today~

our dearest bacteria~

how well did you all transform under the heat shock?

 

 

counting the colonies~

it’s quite hard to do so since the light source is limited, which is why I a holding it so high up…

and the colonies are so small… >.<

 

 

 

Melinda and I while waiting for our next lecture~

 

 

Greg has not been really happy lately…

perhaps an outing tomorrow to clear my mind? T_____T

my aunt came back from australia a while ago and bought us some Australian products~

cheese, dips, sausages, ham, bacon… you name it!~

and I particularly liked this one~

*wonders if I can get this here…

 

 

just loved it so much!~

 

 

anyone knows where I can get this in KL?

at last!!~

after 3 month’s of craving I finally got to eat!~

 

mum and dad has been asking me to get myself instead of waiting for them~

but I don’t want to…

because I want them to buy for me instead…

yes, I am a super manja kid…

Durian~

 

mouth watering~

 

and breath taking!~

 

I love durian~~~~

btw, I am back in KL!~ WOO!

I live in a kingdom of cheese~

 

where I have cheese for breakfast lunch and dinner~

 

ohh~ heavens nutella!~

 

people, say hi to Camembert Cheese~

 

paired with a cracker~

 

and the cheese melts in your mouth~

heavens drool~

if only I can have wine at home~

 

 

what cheese should I have today???

(there are still some leftovers of camembert tho~)

I am back in Melaka!

first thing I did = shopping with mum

last thing I did before day ends = shopping with dad and mum

 

I am officially being recognize as a shopaholic!

 

anyway, here’s some pictures I took during last night’s gathering with Mr. Chia and Ms. Leong

Mike and I

 

WeiChee, ChiauThong and I

 

a part of the room~

 

Chinese tea~

 

iSieng and I

 

some other part of the room~

 

yea, there was about +-25 person there!

we totally rocked the house!

 

 

 

finally got the jeans I wanted while shopping with mum today!~

*hops around in glee*

till then! CYA!

yea, consider me a caramel freak…

 

 

indeed I am…

considering I only order Caramel Macchiato or Caramel Frapp.

with Extra Caramel…

 

 

quote from Melinda when she saw what I ordered “so Greg” and or “you caramel freak”

 

and I’d just smile

indeed, that’s so me…

 

 

 

Having a gathering tonight~ CYA!

it’s Thursday again…

also starbucks day with Mel again…

 

 

and another Jiwang day for me…

  don’t ask…

 

Mel and I

 

 

I just so hate the blues…

what’s wrong with me?

saw this picture in Mathias’s facebook profile…

under the album entitled “please don’t kill me, I am already suffering from nonstop laughter”

 

thanks Mathias~

 

 

for this pic (out of boredom)

and also my Kate Voegele album~ *MUAKS*

CYA when you are back from the States Matty!!!~

Absolute Ethanol

 

found this in my chemistry lab the other day while analyzing some chemical on the UV-Vis spectrometer.

 

 

 

also found this

looks like our lab can also be a kitchen…

as mentioned before,

we will be meeting up with Mr. Chia since he’s back from Singapore.

 

date : 11th June 2009 (Thursday)

time : 6:30PM (sharp!)

venue : House Cafe (opposite “zhong yi tang” a.k.a chinese medicine shop)

 

Kindly RSVP at the facebook application on the even I created here!

thanks!~ ^^

If rainbows are so cheerful, why are they always frowning?

 

 

Rainbow,

they’re hard to come by.

Like true love,

we cherished them.

 

 

The 7 spectrum,

expressing itself.

Like the emotion,

we experienced.

 

The pot of gold,

at the other end.

Like our reward,

After a hard labor.

 

 

All you need,

is a little patience,

luck, and a smile.

To see it smiling back at you.

 

 

written for a friend on 9th June 2009, time 1750 at home.

think straight ok,

it’s a restaurant in Times Square~

we walked from Pavilion to Times Square~

and when it’s dinner time, we decided to try dining in this restaurant~

 

chatted while waiting for our food to be served~

 

ChiauThong and I had steamboat~

ChiauThong’s pork steamboat~

 

and I took beef~

 

the steamboat is quite good actually~

the soup is like super nice in the end~ ^^

 

Jynn ordered duck rice, which he finds not worth it…

while WeiChee ordered duck porridge… (no image available)

 

 

overall it’s a good place to dine in if you ask me~

they serve decent food and the service is not bad (or maybe there are suite little people when we visited)

 

till then!~ CYA!

  take a look at yourself in the mirror,

who do you see looking back?

 

is it the person you want to be?

 

or was there someone else you meant to be?

 

or the person you should have been?

 

if someone is telling you “you can’t” or “you won’t”

because you know you could do so much better

 

believe that love is out there…

 

believe that dreams come true everyday,

because they do…

 

sometimes, happiness doesn’t come from money or fame or power…

sometimes, happiness comes from good friends and family…

and from the quiet mobility of living a good life…

 

believe that dreams come true everyday,

because they do…

 

 

so, take a look into that mirror and remind yourself to be happy.

because you deserve to be.

believe that…

because dreams do come true, everyday…

 

 

I am trying to do that.

are you?

 

 

adapted from One Tree Hill S06E25 and edited.

Imagine this.

 

you are out wit a bunch of friends at a party.

and you saw some one you know (or at least you do).

you walk up to her.

 

and says : “hi Cindy!”

she says : “err, I am not Cindy…”

 

you your reaction was ohh, you’re not?

but gave a nod and walked away with a damn shy look (tomato face).

(but you were pretty sure you know her)

 

 

after the event, everyone blogged about the event.

and then you noticed.

when they put the picture.

with the caption, “Kenny, Rin and I”

 

then you noticed!

She’s Ringo!!!

 

 

*slams head on table*

because the “you”, is me…

HOW COULD I?!?!?!

 

*picture credits to Jessip0m*

as you all know~

I was invited~

and of coz I went!

 

we hitch a ride on Jackie’s car~

took this picture while waiting for Hitomi at the petrol station~

 

and off we went~

to hQnine at TTDI Plaza~

 

met up with ev~

 

chilling out with a bottle of tiger~

 

well, what are bloggers without camwhore?

 

chatted with Tian Chad~

(my biotech senior in UTAR who’s graduated)

 

and Jojo Struys!~ but she ran off before I have the chance to grab a picture with her… >.<

 

and it’s dinner time~ *eats off*

 

with Diese~ long time no see indeed!~ ^^

 

Jessip0m and I~

 

and my first time meeting Chris Thoo~

(Joshua, Jackie, me, Chris, Dusty)

 

ok, I tried stretching myself taller, but I still failed >.<

Zhao is still taller… (like WAYYY taller)

 

Tian Chad Vs. Kennysia

(of coz Kenny won la! he so big!)

 

we also had a game of auction,

  and WenPink paid 360 nuffnang dollars for a toilet bowl brush >.<

(we are suppose to do whatever we can to get the nuffnang dollars from those who have them)

 

look at the crowd and you’ll believe me when I say blogger’s the “IT” thing right now!

 

me posing~

 

me, WenPink and Ken

 

~Josh and I~ 

 

from left : Max, Jackie, KwongFei, me, and Diese~

 

last picture at hQnine before we leave for SS2 Murni~ (credits to jess)

 

 

well, it took us quite a while to get settled down and go~ but guess what.

 

more than 50 bloggers turned out!

we totally bring down Sri Murni!

last pic of the day before we leave~ (credits to ewin)

owh, we have goodie bags too~ ^^

a bottle of tiger beer, poker face card, badge, nuffnang money and a t-shirt~

and the 3 new limited edition designs of bottle from tiger~

it was alot of fun being there!~

really missed my blogger pals!~

 

maybe another outing someday?

remember to contact me yea!

 

till then!~

CYA!

reached home around 2 last night after the party~

finished doing everything and I went to bed around 3 plus~

 

when I woke up this morning while washing up i notice something…

oHm3g0sH!

what is that?!?!

is it because of the beer???

but I never had it before!

or was it something else?!

 

 

 

 

*will post about the event later*

chill!

*back to sleep*

yea, I had alot to eat yesterday~

and best of all, I also gave very good companions to do so with~

owh, and another thing, I hereby declare that Pavilion’s Greg’s second home~ wOo0oo!

 

ok, enough craps…

Jynn decided to treat ChiauThong and WeiChee to a meal~

so we decided to go for Dragon-i

it’s my first time being there,

so I shall make my comparison with Shanghai 10

 

since we are visiting a Chinese restaurant, we came to the conclusion that it would be silly for us to order coke to go with our food, so we ordered “tong shui” instead~

sea coconut with egg white~ not bad~ because it isn’t too sweet~

 

barley with “fu chuk” and quill’s egg~

something new for me because I don’t usually put eggs into barley, but it turned out good~ ^^

 

since Jynn highly recommend their “la mian” noodles,

all of us took la mian~

 

Jynn’s beef noodle~

very strong beef aroma, not really my type… but it was ok…

I may like steak, but beef noodle is something different ok!

 

 

ChiauThong’s (I don’t know the name of this dish)~

but the sticky sauce is good~

 

my I-also-forgot-the-name-of-this-dish >.<

not really my type because there’s peanut butter in it! but it was okok…

still edible…

 

 

my noodle also comes with pork chop~

 

and WeiChee’s (za jiang mian)

 

we also ordered

“xiao long pau” translation = little dragon bun

which I find is really good compared to Shanghai 10, more juice inside~

 

and “liu sha bau” translation = flowing sand bun >.<

whichI find Shanghai 10’s to be wayy wayy better~ because the sand isn’t really flowing in this bun… (literally)

after finishing our meal, we sat around and chatted

WeiChee and ChiauThong

 

Jynn and I~

 

I shall stop here and continue my day in another post~

till then!~

remember the milo contest?

yea, the one which I asked you all to vote for me…

 

I got into the top 40 but sadly not the top 10~

and they just sent me the prize yesterday to my house in Melaka~

 

the parcel~

 

the milo products~

 

and most importantly the check~

 

 

thanks for your support people!~

going to Pavilion now~

CYA!

happy, sad, excitement, and loneliness.

I am so full of them.

 

people can’t tell me how or what I should feel.

but they do affect how I feel.

 

I feel happy because I have good friends who keep me accompanied when I needed them most.

I feel fun when she calls me a faggot and and we can laugh loudly about it.

I feel glad because I can sit and chat over a cup of frappuccino with you for hours and hours.

I feel contended because of who I am and who I’ve become.

 

 

but,

all this positive feeling is impossible if,

I have not felt melancholy, sadness, and sorrows…

 

 

people say I am full of expressions.

yes, I am…

indeed.

 

but why can’t I tell what I am feeling now?

 

 

 

written on 4th June 2009, time 1120 at Starbucks JJ Wangsa Maju.

*cresits to Mike* 

I ma rule the world!!!~

WUAHAHAHA!!!! *diabolical laughter*

 

well, actually no,

I asked mike for a favor to do a photo shoot  for me for one of my upcoming post of jiwang-ness

 

mike here getting the settings right~

 

 

be sure to look out for my upcoming major production~

I went out with Melinda for starbucks today~

read her post here.

 

it’s our first outing after so long without meeting each other~

and I had to say we can be very great siblings without a doubt!

 

we are like each other’s treasure boxes to keep secrets, throw tantrum, and sometimes even fill rubbish into each other~

thanks sista for always being there for me!

 

being the usual caramel freak

I had a cup of caramel Frap.

 

 

while Melinda had her chocolate chip Frap.

 

 

after a while, the caffeine finally run through my veins and the jiwangness came…

 

quickly I took out my note book and jotted down some of my thoughts.

memoirs of my thoughts… (also the name of this book)

 

I shall post what I wrote there later after some polishing is done~

till then!

 

ever woke up in the dawn, sat on your bed and thought of your life?

 

ever had the feeling that there’s a burden over your chest, so heavy that you can barely breath?

 

ever feel the aching of your lungs when a breath is taken, like a knife in your heart ripping it apart?

 

ever feel the pain of taking in too much air, that your lungs almost burst?

 

have you ever felt that breathing has now become a burden to your lungs?

 

have you?

 

still I believe, that letting go a breath relaxes most…

the campus’s Blood Donation Campaign (BDC) officially starts today~

which is also mainly why I brought my camera there~

since I was in the committee for BDC for the last 2 semesters, I have the curiosity to find out how they are doing this semester~

check it out here and here and here  for last semesters' BDC~

and here for the one 2 semesters’ ago~

 

the registration counter~

 

the checking counters~

 

the donation room~

 

not forgetting our fellow helpers~

 

these are some of the souvenirs we have for the fellow donors~

 

 

I particularly like this small cute bag of… bag??? (I am planning to steal one from them tomorrow when the campaign ends)

I shall drop by tomorrow to help out since I have a 4 hours break in between my class~

 

this is my housemate also course mate Joanne and I if you still haven’t figure out who we are~

 

JietChee and PuiNgo and yours truly~

I was once being told that I have a very high expectation, for friends.

and I admit, I do.

but one thing’s for sure, I am not obsessed.

 

 

I was, what I would say a very simple guy back in high school.

I go to school,

I do my work,

be a son of my parents.

and honestly, I don’t really care much about my friends.

 

 

and I am very certain that things have really changed after I came to further my studies in KL.

friends has became a more important part of my life,

I suppose that’s what happens when we live away from our home.

we become more friend oriented.

we became more dependent on our friends.

because and just simply because we live closer to each other.

that was during my foundation year while I was still in PJ…

 

things really changed during my years in degree.

when things gets complicated,

when I get more demanding,

when I changed to be more individualistic,

or maybe because some people are getting on my nerves.

I am in no way could believe that I am actually capable of accomplishing so many things as well.

I am no longer the old high school Greg…

 

I tried putting my thoughts back to my foundation year.

the same day as today.

I was just getting to know KL,

I was just trying to make friends.

I was just trying to feel belonged.

 

tell me, who doesn’t have expectations from their friends?

tell me, who doesn’t treat a friend better than some other?

tell me, who doesn’t have different expectations towards different friends?

 

what I am trying to convey is that it’s human nature to judge and demand.

do you think that I would have high expectations from friends whom I barely know?

do you think that I would have high expectations from a person whom I just know for 1 week?

can you see where this is going? yea…

 

now, there are some friends whom I don’t really expect much from anymore…

but from a close friend?

it is just a very simple thing…

I just wanted support and know that I am not always alone…

that’s all…

 

is that too much to ask for?

 

for what it’s worth,

thanks for being my friend, I cherished every single moment of it. even though our friendship last for only a second.

sorry for the long delay…

I had to separate this trip into 3 post because of the heavy photo load…

 

now now…

let’s continue our adventure into the four season temperate park~

 

thank god it’s the last day of spring the day we visited there~

so, we get to enjoy the cool weather after a sweaty trail…

 

me cam whoring~

 

and here are some pictures of flowers I took~

 

 

 

this plant sends chill to my spine…

looks like it’s being infested by maggots… yuck!

 

the overall view in the four season temperate garden~

 

 

my best shot of the day~

 

 

and here’s a group photo taken by Mike~ (credits to him)

and so, we end our trip with a wide smile, tired muscles, and a very very aching butt (all due to cycling up and down the hill)

till then!~ CYA!

people say you only live once,

but people are always wrong about that, as they are about everything…

 

at the darkest moments before dawn,

a women returns to her bed,

what kind of life is she leading?

is it the same life the woman was living half an hour ago, a day ago, a year ago?

 

waiting outside the door, there’s this man.

who is he?

do they lead a separate life, or a single life shared?

 

a storm approaches, but are they aware of the gathering turbulence?

can they feel the crackle of electricity in the wind?

or are they only aware of the power they generated within themselves?

 

the first hint of the thunderstorm is not the cloud, but a knock on the door…

 

when you love someone,

you open yourself to suffering…

that’s the sad truth…

maybe they’ll break your heart,

maybe you’ll break theirs, and never be able to look at yourself the same way…

those are the risks…

 

you see 2 people and you think they belong together…

but nothing happens…

the thought of losing so much control over personal happiness  is unbearable…

that’s the burden…

 

like wings, they have weight…

we feel that weight on our backs…

but they are the burden that lifts us,

burden that that allows us to fly…

as promised, here’s a more detail post about my visit to Bukit Cahaya~

dad!!! mum!!! I can cycle!!!

 

pictures are not taken the first few hours of the outing because we are all cycling…

and I assure you, it’s no fun at all!

well, that after all is what mountain biking all about!

 

RQ and I~ taken while we stop by for snacks~

it's lunch for some people but it’s breakfast for me…

yea, my stomach was empty which I was cycling up and down like a mad dog in the park…

it’s practically eating itself up already…

 

a group picture before we move on to our next stop~

 

the light tower or look out point ok I don’t know what you call this…

 

ok, the guy in red kacau laa… step aside!

 

iSieng, me, LaoLao and sifu~

 

the nicest view from the tower~

 

I’m teaching them how to check which is your dominant eye~

 

soon enough we were all to tired to continue cycling~

so we go on the shutter bus~

peace!

 

this is a nice building~ (ok, I don’t know what to call that coz it looks more like a house to me)

 

we went down the stop nearest to the four season temperate garden~

the lovely couple~

 

and after a short walk,

 

we arrived at the four season temperate garden~

 

because we have to wait for everyone before we go in and some are yet to arrive, we went for a walk beside the pond~

filled with algae…

marine students should like it here, no?

vivian and I~

 

and all of a sudden,

Liang went emo…

 

and wanted to jump into the pond…

but thank god Vivian saved him!

else, all the algae in the pond is going to die…

 

since Liang’s attempt to suicide is  being compromised by Vivian,

he decides to take revenge!

and I shall let you to imagine the ending to this story…

 

 

Jynn and I, only 2 person with camera in our group… (camera men’s pic.)

 

  a picture with iSieng

 

and LaoLao~

 

 

and a candid from Jynn, please don’t ask me what I am doing because I don’t even know…

 

since there are somemore onigiri in my bag, we ate it all without anyone knowing!~

*shhhh*

 

 

after that, we finally entered the four season temperate house~

I shall save it for the next post then~

too much photos…

 

till then~ CYA!

ok, as above

it’s very obvious that I am starting my new semester today!

(I wanted to say at last, but the 2 weeks break totally killed it. so, it’s not an “at last”)

 

“counting down to my first class of the semester in 1 hour and 15 minutes” *please read in robotic tone, it gives out the vibe*

 

and so I shall wish my fellow course mates a good semester ahead!

and I shall keep my fingers crossed and hope that my energy and enthusiasm level are being kept high!

 

 

 

 

Bukit Cahaya?!

owh yea, about that.

I shall update about it after my class today as I am feeling more “alive”.

and so far, the only ache I feel is from my butt (due to excessieve cycling). no muscle pain (which I find odd because I expected it to come)

 

 

till then!

*zooms off to catch the bus*